Saja nak bagitau satu dunia. Aku beli baju baru.Hahaha. Jarang la aku beli benda baru.So..boleh dikatakan hari ini dalam sejarah la jugak. Tu pun sebab shopping sekali untuk pegi uni Sabtu ni. OMG..Sabtu ni. Oh,, tidak..bermula balik kehidupan aku sebagai seorang pelajar. Eee..boleh ke sumbat ilmu lagi dalam kepala aku ni. Harap otak memberi kerjasama.Eheh..
Nih baju tu.
Saja la beli.Menarik di pandangan kaca mata aku.. Aku baru balik dari Johor dan KL. Ada job kat situ. "Jauhnya merantau..",kata kawan aku. "Nak buat macam mana,rezeki panggil.",jawab aku dengan nada monotonous. Apa job-nya wahai Yon?Apa lagi..photographer lah. Takkan jadi DJ kenduri kawin kot.Ape barang.. Tapi bukan la photographer utama.Back-up je. Kita ni amatur..kene la belajar banyak-banyak dulu. Ambik sesuka ati nanti rosak pulak gambar wedding orang. Uii..tamau aih bertanggungjawab.
Lepak-lepak kat Johor sangat best. Walaupun dah selalu sangat pegi ngan family,tapi aku tetap best! Paling masyuk sekali makanan la..pergh..membulat perut aku macam belon. Meleleh-leleh air liur keramat aku ni. Hahaha. Aku nak cite banyak pun tak guna..sebab ni pengalaman aku. Mungkin akan berbeza.So..alami la sendiri.Kalau ada duit lebih,masuk je lawat Singapore.Lagi la cambest rasanya.O yeah~
Ni all-time fevret aku.Mi Rebus tulang..Daging kambing nih ha!Aduhh.. *Drooling*
Back from KL and Johor,..keja.keja.keja.. Nak tengok Transformers pun tak sempat. Lagipun takde sapa nak teman..boring la tengok sorang. Aih..ni la nasib orang bujang. Tapi aku tetap bahagia!Muahahaha.!
Cuti panjang sangat la lepas SPM.Penat menunggu bila nak masuk uni. Aku isi lompang-lompang waktu kosong tu dengan bekerja.Kerja.Kerja..dan Kerja. Bila budak-budak yang sama umur dengan aku tengah rehat kat rumah,aku kerja. Ada yang tak lepas peluang pergi vacation.Merata-rata pulak tu..Jeles la. Kenapa tak bawak aku sekali?
...Silly me.
Bila dah berenti kerja dengan orang..aku pun buat part time sendiri. Tapi paham-paham la..bila buat kerja kat rumah ni,still boring jugak. Takkan la nak sambung main video game lepas kerja. Kerja pun hadap komputer..video game hadap TV. Buta hati la lama-lama.. So aku pun sentiasa mencari alternatif baru untuk mengelakkan keboringan berterusan. Salah satunya.. memanjakan diri aku dengan meronda-ronda naik roda di luar kota. Tapi..kena cop kutu melewaq la pulak. Jadi, operasi tergendala.
So pada suatu hari aku telah terjumpak.. satu variety show Korea ni.."Family Outing".kat youtube. Channel SBS tak dapat kat Malaysia ni.KBS ada la. Tak tau la kenapa,aku "ter" hook up dengan menatang ni. Aku pun tengok la dari episod 1 sampai sekarang. Ada subtitle..so ok la. Minda pun jadi cool balik lepas penat memerah kreativiti otak supaya bekerja. Terima kasih kat rancangan ni.Buat aku rilek..ahh.. Tak payah pikiq banyak..gelak je.Senang..
Entri ini sememangnya bertujuan untuk mempromosikan Family Outing.Hehehe.. Sapa-sapa takde kerja.Nak buang masa..boleh la search kat Youtube. Kot la boleh jadi hobi pulak.Haha~
Aku tak nak terang banyak-banyak..Malas.Kalau nak tau,apa kata google up sendiri.
Ini main cast Family Outing.
Family Outing is the new variety program that's part of SBS's Good Sunday program line up. The hosts are Yoo Jae Suk, Lee Hyori, Yoon Jong Shin, Kim Soo Ro, Park Ye Jin,Kim Jong Kook and Big Bang's Daesung. They also include other new family members every trip (1 trip is always two episodes long).
They pick a family from the country (usually senior citizens) and give them a vacation while the "Family" takes care of their house. As they do house chores, they play fun games to entertain audience.
Watch the episodes with English subtitles, thanks to F.O. Fansubs!
Got it?
by Yon Yusuff. getting ready for a trip.packing..packing.
As the title says.."a nightmare turns out to be.." Oh?Unfinished sentence..Hehe.Sorry.
"A nightmare turns out to be..sad.really sad.."
Last night.. It was an eye-jerking experience in the dreamworld instead of being scared of it. I woke up in tears.(One single tear only la..but it's still considered a tear anyway..).Quite shocking.. I seldomly cried even when I am awake. So what the hell happened?!
I dreamt of myself being a psychotic-mass murderer. The story goes as I was killing my best friend of all times. I dont remember why,though.(Of course,storyline mimpi memang sentiasa tak logik.) So..out of the blue,I killed my friend. Oh man..We're buddies.. Then the killing just continues..on and on.. It supposed to be scary..but eventually I found it sad. I saw myself killing my own friends. People I knew!and I care for them..! Why did I dreamt something horrible like that?? Why can't I have dreams of fairytales with happy endings? So at least I could wake up and start my day with a smile..
I saw them dying and begging for their life.I wished I'd say "Sorry.." to them. But I didn't.. I just SMILED. Sad. I'm not sad because they died. (But I do love my friends anyway..) I'm sad of myself. Why I chose to kill those people?..and HOW exactly I did it? Psychotic..really.. I don't want to turn out like that.So sick la..Mentally challenged betul.
I often wonders why I could remember what I actually dreamt about.Every morning I woke up with a dream left to think about. Sort of watching a movie, I would say.Everything is crystal clear.Macam Sony HD TV.Hehe. Sometimes IT IS nice to remember those dreams.But if I had a nightmare like one of these,it's painful. Pain is all I can describe right now.My whole day is somewhat can be effected by these dreams. Kacau betul..
That dream last night was not a "just-average" sight,you know.When I said "murder",I really meant I murdered them. Not just a stab to the chest or anything..I mean..more than that. Dude..this is the result when you watch so many horror/thriller movies!. Two words to describe it.."BLOODY AND TORTURING". This is no dream for a person who is genuinely a "penakut". If you are..you might have pissed in your pants!. Even myself..woke up with sweats.Lots of sweats!..Plenty! Well..killing your friends is not fun at all,you see.. I searched for pictures that could "picture" my dream to you readers.Found one. Lebih kurang macam ni la..Bukan sama 100%.
Small-sized.Click for bigger image.Hehe.
Bad Morale from the dream : Dont smile when you kill.Way too scary!
Good Morale from the dream : Please wash your feet before you sleep.And dont imagine gruesome things before you went to bed!And..find a way to get out of your dream fast.I'll be dead crazy if I stayed long.Psiko gile..Sedih betul.
Nak cerita banyak-banyak, I don't remember every part of it.Of course la.. Ingat aku psikik/supernatural ke~ Sikit-sikit je yang lekat kat kepala ni.But still..it's enough to scare me.Haha.
Hope tonight tak ada sambungan mimpi semalam.So..wish me a happy dream!
Kepada sesiapa yang rindukan muka aku..ni latest pic.Hahahah.Kot la ada,kan.btw,this pic no edit at all.fresh from the oven!
by Yon Yusuff. have high hopes of not killing people again and again in my dreams.haha.
Hehe.. I just bought this yesterday! Cool..RM 9.90 je. -ada logo Decepticon.Aku geng jahat.Kuat
Anyway..went bag-shopping.Cari beg baru la nak masuk universiti.Takkan nak pakai beg seasoned aku tu.Malu la jugak..hehe. Cari punya cari..terjumpak satu beg yang sesuai dengan aku.Jeng3..
Army design.Fits me! Ye la kan.Sebagai pengasas tentera bujang..maka aku rasa aku patut memiliki beg ni. Hehehe.Brand Body Glove.Aku tak la mencari beg camni tapi dah terjumpak.Wah,lucky me! Saiz pun agak kecik.So sesuai la dengan aku.
Yang aku tak berapa nak paham.. Budak-budak sekarang suka betul dengan beg jenis ni.
Ahahaha..pink gitu.Not my taste-la..Sori akak salesgirl..saya tak minat. Rimas aku tengok.Serabut beg-beg ni.Ada glitters la..apa la.Ahh~.. So lepas beli beg..off to makann!! Lepak kat Secret Recipe.
Sedap ke?Biasa je.Tapi one thing for sure, Teh O Ais sedap. Then..balik!Yaah~....Rest. Keje.Keje.Keje.. Money.Money.Money.
by Yon Yusuff. drenched in rain of hopes and dreams.
Hahaha.Duit ni berharga.Boleh beli macam-macam. Hampir tak ada benda yang free dalam dunia ni sekarang. Cinta?Free ke?Cinta lagi la mahal.. Kau kaya macam Bill Gates pun tak tentu cukup "bajet" kau nak bercinta.
Aku sekarang pening kumpul duit.Banyak benda yang tengah tunggu aku. Buat sementara ni..benda yang aku nak simple. Jangan ingat aku memain,ada wishlist aku buat la.Semat tu..
1. PS3 2. Digital SLR Camera - preferably DSLR-A900..(mak ai..melampau siot.) 3. Gitar baru. - under RM500.preferably acoustic.playing for fun only 4. Album 5. CD game. 6. Buku-buku yang aku suka. 7. Action figures. 8. A gun. 9. DV camcorder. - murah punya. 10. A new sneakers.
Walaupun sehebat mana aku bertungkus lumus kerja,gaji ciput aku ni memang tak cukup. Budak baru lepas SPM,sapa la nak bagi gaji besar.Dah la aku ni budak kampung. Berapa sangat la kan gaji nak dapat. Tapi,aku rasa baik cari duit daripada aku bertenggek kat tangga rumah aku melengung je dan tak buat apa-apa kan. Yang untungnya aku. Aku memang tak suka mintak duit kat bapak aku.Tak suka la. Aku tak puas langsung beli apa-apa guna duit mak bapak.Macam..manja.Dah la aku anak last..Aku tak suka bila orang cakap anak last ni mak bapak sayang,semua benda boleh dapat..Tapi masa kecik-kecik memang la mak bapak support.Sekarang pun ada lagi.Aku belajar for sure la depa yang support.Motor aku tu pun pakai duit aku tambah duit depa la jugak.Bukan sepenuhnya hak milik aku pun.Tapi kat geran ada nama aku la.Ecewah..bangga la sat.Walaupun tak sepenuhnya dibayar oleh aku.Mana la ada duit banyak sangat.Ubahsuai motor pa semua,duit aku la.Takkan nak mintak..nanti dia tanya macam-macam.Nak jawab pa?Sure kena marah punya.Silap haribulan kena ligan satu kampung ni.
Bagi aku..duit ni macam satu bentuk semangat. Sebab duit la aku semangat nak belajar. Aku semangat nak berjaya.Aku semangat nak kerja. Aku semangat kena maki.Aku semangat keluar peluh. Paling penting sekali..Aku semangat pandang masa depan.
Duit menjamin masa depan.Tak boleh nafi tu.. Jadi sekarang aku berusaha supaya masa depan aku nanti dapat menjamin duit. Terima kasih duit. Aku harap semoga aku dapat realisasikan semua yang ada dalam wishlist aku.
Oh ! je voudrais tant que tu te souviennes Des jours heureux où nous étions amis. En ce temps-là la vie était plus belle, Et le soleil plus brûlant qu'aujourd'hui. Les feuilles mortes se ramassent à la pelle. Tu vois, je n'ai pas oublié... Les feuilles mortes se ramassent à la pelle, Les souvenirs et les regrets aussi Et le vent du nord les emporte Dans la nuit froide de l'oubli. Tu vois, je n'ai pas oublié La chanson que tu me chantais.
[Refrain:] C'est une chanson qui nous ressemble. Toi, tu m'aimais et je t'aimais Et nous vivions tous deux ensemble, Toi qui m'aimais, moi qui t'aimais. Mais la vie sépare ceux qui s'aiment, Tout doucement, sans faire de bruit Et la mer efface sur le sable Les pas des amants désunis.
Les feuilles mortes se ramassent à la pelle, Les souvenirs et les regrets aussi Mais mon amour silencieux et fidèle Sourit toujours et remercie la vie. Je t'aimais tant, tu étais si jolie. Comment veux-tu que je t'oublie ? En ce temps-là, la vie était plus belle Et le soleil plus brûlant qu'aujourd'hui. Tu étais ma plus douce amie Mais je n'ai que faire des regrets Et la chanson que tu chantais, Toujours, toujours je l'entendrai !
[Refrain]
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Translation of Les feuilles mortes.
Oh! I would like as much as you remember The happy days where we were friends. In this time the life was more beautiful, And the sun more burning than today. The dead leaves collected with the shovel. You see, I did not forget... The dead leaves collected with the shovel, The memories and the regrets also And the wind of North carries them In the cold night of the lapse of memory. You see, I did not forget The song that you sang me.
[ Refrain: ] This is a song which resembles to us. You, you loved me and I loved you And we lived both together, You who loved me, me who loved you. But the life separate those which love themselves, All softly, without making noise And the sea erases on the sand The Steps of divided lovers.
The dead leaves collected with the shovel, The memories and the regrets also But my quiet and faithful love Smiles always and thanks the life I loved you so much, you was so pretty. Why do you want that I forget you ? In this time, the life was more beautiful And the sun more burning than today. You were my softer friend But I don't have only to make regrets And the song than you sang, Always, always I will hear it !
[ Refrain: ]
This song means so much to me.I adore the lyric.Thank you Jacques Prévert.
Yesterday, I'd hide my face. I'd run.I'd guess the heart can heal itself. I'd look at the stars but I'd cried silently. I'd want to think the person before everybody's eyes wasn't really me. And so yesterday.. I'd keep hurting myself from a memory I remember. and.. Yesterday feels as if there's no tomorrow. The pain.The suffer. They chose to stay.
And so Today.
Today, I'd wish you never came. I'd wish our eyes never met. That those mistakes were never even a mistake. Today I'd wish when I look at you, I could draw a smile on my pitiful face and asks.. "Who is that?",in a cheerful manner. If that is supposed to happen today, I'd offer you my hand. I'd wish we'll start over again. I'd wish we exchange our names again. I'd wish our story will be written as beautiful as fairytales does. And it will never ends like it did. A wish for the future : to ask for a happy ending. A wish for the past : to ask for a new beginning.
Oh..I wish. There's no yesterday.
Cold heartbeat pounds out of my chest slowly. I feel regret growing wildly inside of my puny body. For hurting someone is something easier done than said, I guess it's hard for you to forget. Maybe seeking forgiveness is something I'll never get.
Oh..I wish. There's no yesterday.
If that is supposed to happen, I promise today is more than yesterday.
by Yon Yusuff. burdened with past,present and future. this is written on 010609. 1:49 a.m.
