Archive for 10/1/11 - 11/1/11

SONE's know this by heart ♥

October 30, 2011 § 0





사랑해 널 이 느낌 이대로 그려왔던 헤매임의 끝
이 세상 속에서 반복되는 슬픔 이젠 안녕
수많은 알 수 없는 길 속에 희미한 빛을 난 쫓아가
언제까지라도 함께 하는거야 다시 만난 우리의
I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into our new world.



Glad that I'm with you from the start. "Dashi Mannan Segye" is a very meaningful song to me, as the lyrics kinda helped me keep going on and to never give myself up(succumbing to failures). (2007 was a tough year, lots of things happened back then). It helped a bit, tbh. Thanks. Forever a SONE, Yon Yusuff.

This one particularly is my favourite,

Don't wait for a miracle, 
there's a rough road in front of us with obstacles and future that can't be known, 
yet I won't change, I can't give up.











are you gonna catch me when i fall?

October 28, 2011 § 2


Personally, I love this version of Parachute. Love these peeps who rocks on singing live!




I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody
They wanna push me down, they wanna see you fall down

I won't tell anybody that you turn the world around
I won't tell anybody that your voice is my favorite sound
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody
They wanna see us fall, they wanna see us fall down

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me, You're gonna catch if I fall (Down, down, down)

me and my unanimated bestfriend.

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exactly. like ^this.

well. i usually hang out with the 'mentioned' friend almost 24h a day. eheh. 
oh and most of the times we invite mr.psp with us as well. 
for no reason, that person is damn awesome. (really?for no reason??hahahahaha.SONY MAKE BELIEVE)

i know i'm just a dreamer.

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le face when i woke up this morning.  ^this.


the main culprit would be a mysterious-but-so-kawaii-ah-i-cant-even- >///< child who appeared right from the beginning to THE END.


around 4am.. ~le me closing my eyes.
----------------------------------the start of nightmare-----------------------------------
i'll cut the story short. a 5 year old kid + ME. (how frightening it would be, i'm good with kids...right?...........er....) please do your maths and get the = from the x's and y's that i already gave to you. hey, i dont hate kids or anything. i have nephews and nieces, and hell i love them so much! but i'm not the kind of people that 'volunteered' to be a full-time caretaker. if you understand what i'm saying, so..uh..nvm. let's just say that i'm not really fond of BABYSITTING them, fulltime.
few hours is okay. days..hm..i'll survive. not more than that. :P
hmm..tho i remembered it all vaguely right now when i'm typing this but i did scribbled some important things on my notebook before getting up (to wash my face. YES PEOPLE, i'm not 100% hobo. i do clean myself once in a while, so mind your own business please. go play with your pet lizard or smth.teach it do somersaults,kay?)


my note says,  (this is clearly edited. originally i just scribbled some crucial points)
DEAR YON, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED :
1. She claimed that her parents told her to find "Yon." They told her "She'll take care of you".. .which is a shock,cuz as far as you know, no contract of "CHILD CARETAKER-available at your service" had been signed,ever in your life. and heck, YON is not even your real name. it's bloody UNISEX!  girl Yon or guy Yon?! that real "Yon" could be some douchebag out there drinking warm milk and enjoying life like shit never happens and smells like jasmine.
2. She barged in. OFFICIALLY making herself at home.
3. You gave up after a few attempts and went along with the 'idea' that she is somehow one of your friends' child. the problem is, you don't really know which one.
4. In your dream, you live by yourself in an apartment (le foreveralone me), working (job is not clear, it's a freakin messy dream), living a normal life of a normal 20smth person.
5. Soooo...skipping parts i dont remember...hmm...you took her to preschool, took her to the park, shopping, tucks her to sleep, and do everything the kid asks you to do. basically, she's your kryptonite, sucking the life out of you..slowly...in a good way of course. XD
6. You grew close to her.
7. You dont remember what happened, but suddenly a woman(was that the friend?) came into your house and slapped you in the face. wth was that for? I DUNNO. IT'S A CRAZY DREAM AFTER ALL.
8. And just like that, she's gone? they came. took her away. said sorry. they did mentioned why they left her with you (wow, so you are 'the' YON). HECK, I DONT REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID!
9. Poof. You woke up.
10. A part of you is relieved. another wish you stayed longer.


WHY MAKE ME LOVE THIS GIRL AND THEN TOOK HER AWAY? T^T
she's cute.i wish she's my daughter.
i'll sing her my favourite disney song "When You Wish Upon A Star" . *sobs harder*


BLAME THE DREAM THAT SHUCKS WITH PLOT.
GIMME A BETTER ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT EVEN REMEMBER HER FACE NOW!?? FAIL PLOT IS FAIL! ILLOGICAL!


hehehehe. ok enough. i think this dream is telling me to be more responsible in my life. since i'm such a hobo these days...maybe my subconscious is poking(wth?more like slicing it to pieces) my weak heart with such a warm and wonderful girl from a dream. she's just a character, but it woke me up. like, literally.
she is the metaphor of responsibility.


hey, it does felt surreal. like i really spent all those times with her.


maybe i should change for the better. be more responsible, loving, and caring toward others. i've been doing it silently and keeping it to only myself, so.. should i be more expressive?
but then, it would be very weird.
VERY.


ugh. 

i'm busy.

October 27, 2011 § 0


Getting busy doing nothing
We spend all our time running for our lives
Going nowhere, it's really something
Getting busy, doing nothing.








Yes everybody. I get busy doing nothing. NOTHING. I don't really have a life. Very unlikely of me to have something to do, right? Yes I can't get busy. The WHOLE WORLD revolves only around you (everyone else too) and i'm the person who wastes 24 hours a day staring at the ceiling. (f*pp*ng? no idiot i dont do that). dude, just go FYOL. 


ah i forgot you cant read acronyms.


GO FUCK YOUR OWN LIFE. 
and be happy about it.












-whew.enough ranting.- 

ohmyweakheart!!

October 19, 2011 § 0



wifey says ; "bring the boys out~"


comeback album ! hmm..despite of negative feedbacks on the whole "worldwide-release" thing, i just gotta say i'm pretty impressed with the mv. 
can't really comment on the album yet since i just downloaded it (illegally) and haven't listened to all of it yet. hep! if it's nice, i dont mind purchasing one. (REALLY!)..


and damn lucky bird, usually teaser things never made it till the end!
so...as i'm writing this, the album is playing on my foobar. so far, it's still ok to listen to. but nothing UNBELIEVABLY GENIUS yet. so...they better had something great to offer, if not Coldplay's Mylo Xyloto is winning the spot on my playlist. :P
i am thankful that i'm blessed with almost-surpassing-SteveJobs skills of internet. (LOL!)


damn. they messed up all my bias list. YOU CAN NEVER HAVE A BIAS IN SNSD! NEVER.


oh and if you wanna watch this in korean & english version, go here ; http://www.youtube.com/user/SMTOWN  (SMtown youtube channel).


by Yon Yusuff.
still listening patiently.




romeo got new makeup!

October 10, 2011 § 2



Shucks on the wallpaper, hoho.

There's the Foobar, my fav music player.




Yeah. Romeo got new face. Cool, huh?
developed a Mac OSX Snow Leopard. just spending my free time wisely.


used RocketDock down there, few icons stole on deviantart. ohohohoho ^___^

i haven't found the perfect wallpaper for it yet.. so i used default wallpaper that Mac provides to its users.



~to commemorate Mr. Steve Jobs. RIP.
















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