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December 31, 2010 § 2

This is the perfect moment to bid adieu to your past and welcome the future. It's finally the time to move on, to leave behind memories, and look forward to the future.

It's the 131th post!

The path from 2010 is now meeting an end ; the dawn of 2011 is emerging.

Alhamdulillah. I am still breathing and alive. I thank You, Almighty.

*Long exhale*

I dont know what's waiting ahead of me.

Thank you to my parents, brothers, sisters, nephews, nieces, grandparents, and all my family members-blood related.
As much as I want to write more, but I think it's just enough by my "Thank You" to you all. It completes everything I'm going to say anyway. :) Love you.
Family...will always be my top priority.

Thank you to myself for being me. For always being Yon Yusuff. Forever and always.

To my friends ; I dont have anything else to say besides "Thank You." And maybe I'll pick up a few "I'm sorry" lines along the way. But for now, I just wanted to thank everyone for being my friend. And I hope you'll always be. I love you. (You know who you are.)

My 9 lovely girls ; So Nyuh Shi Dae. I know, 2010 was just a spectacular year for you.

"Jigeumeun, So Nyuh Shi Dae. Apeurodo So Nyuh Shi Dae, Yeongwonhi So Nyuh Shi Dae!".
You're the epitome of perfect, each of you completes each other's flaw. Forever9. Daebak~

Ellisa Eryana Shariffudin ; thank you for being with me all this while. I promise I'll reach down and take your hand if you ever need me, in any circumstances, anytime and wherever you want me to be. :)

When I looked back at the happy times of 2010, I realized I am surrounded by the best people I've ever known. Thank you all.

*I hope my taste of music will be wider.*

*I hope I'll be a better person, inside and out.*

*I hope 2011 will be a lot more meaningful.*

*I hope everyone is expecting something great in the future. I do.*

by Yon Yusuff.

last post in 2010.

*p/s : I was shopping with my parents (TESCO) and stopped by at A&W. The girls (who work there) were very friendly and breathtakingly adorable. We were just talking while waiting our order and the topic of them getting off work late tonight came up. (It's already 10.30pm that time yet it's still open) I just sighed and said that I'm sorry for them to have work during New Year's night... Not that I'm saying they should celebrate or anything, but I just thought they should have been with their families at home. And maybe said goodbye to 2010 together. One of them smiled at me (I think she giggled as well?) and muttered "Happy New Year :)" . (So cute). She looked so sincere and her smile made me smile as well.

Listen to good music ; Close your eyes and smile.

December 30, 2010 § 0

here's the link.

Yon Yusuff's Taste of Good Music

it's a soundtrack package from a movie I like. Thought it would be nice to share this to people who are willing to listen. Don't download if you hate acoustic-busking-like songs. Well... I'm saving this for people have ears only. Haha. jk.

It's wonderful to listen to these on rainy days. As for me, a cup of coffee alongside would be even better. :)

Adieu~

*edit : i love listening to track 10, while waiting for bus, train, or any transport. even while riding my bike. :) yeah i do.
and i dont have any favourites from these songs. haha. hate to choose. just love them equally... krrr~

by Yon Yusuff.

i have ears. hehe.

Dont Look Back ; Pretend I've Moved On

December 27, 2010 § 2

Hehe. yang dalam keadaan blur tu kawan aku.

"Peristiwa berlaku dengan sebab
Terus mara ke depan
Pancaroba sememang lumrah hidup
Jangan cuba "gostan". "

Itu korus lagu Mendaki Menara Condong, dari Butterfingers. Faham tak korus tu? Macam orang putih buat quote la ; Life Must Goes On. (Bangga pasepa guna yg depa punya?Hahaha). "Hidup mesti diteruskan." ...
Bukannya tak bagi tengok belakang... boleh.
Aku bukan Pierre Andre, pandai-pandai nak suruh orang jangan "pandang" belakang. Suka hati la nak buat apa pun. Cuma nak ingatkan, kat belakang tu ada apa? Risaukan hari ini, esok dan seterusnya. Yang belakang tu semua dah tak boleh ubah. Nak repair boleh la. Tu pun aku rasa kena berbekalkan ucapan selamat berjaya dan janganlah jadi seperti tikus membaiki labu lebam. Bawak la skrudreba dengan paku yang tak karat, licin berkilat lagi. Jadi bila paku nanti kukuh. (Uh.. hubungan skrudeba dengan paku?Entah.)
Dulu buta, Tuhan bagi mata tak guna. Sekarang rabun, cuba nak selamatkan anugerah Tuhan dengan memakai kaca mata. Sempat lagi. Dulu dalam kepala kosong, sekarang kalau bukak ada minda. Siap upgrade bubuh gear. Dengan adanya menatang aku panggil gear tu, emosi lembu dapat distabilkan dengan lebih..err..berkesan kot. Biasa la, masa kan mematangkan seseorang. Dalam 19 tahun hidup ni, minda aku ada la berapa kali naik pangkat. Hahaha. Takkan nak jadi minda bawahan selama-lamanya. Dah dewasa.
Sampai bila nak sembang dengan bulan... kena la jadi manusia kan. Hehehe.

'Move on'...hmm... benda yang senang sebut, payah nak buat. Lagi la payah kalau tuan punya badan ; "I dont feel like going anywhere.I just want to lay on my bed and cry upon my pathetic life." Sampai macam tu. Cikgu Pertolongan Cemas aku kata, kalau baring atas katil lama-lama tak buat apa nanti naik kudis tekanan (bedsore) . Tu Cik Wan kata, salah cari dia. Same thing applies on our life. Betul, tak tipu. Try to put it in a metaphor style, you'll see what I'm saying is true, just use your imagination. Apa pun yang jadi, kena tikam sampai keluaq darah setimba pun, kena treat the wound. Kalau luka tikam, memang boleh kering sendiri, tapi ambik masa kan? Tunggu la kalau menunggu tu ada tersenarai dalam carta hobi. Kena pulak waktu kita biaq saja tu nanah pulak ada. Bukan jadi lebih teruk daripada yang tak sepatutnya? Tapi, kalau bubuh minyak kelapa dara kan cepat lega. LOL~Kulit boleh jadi lembut serta sihat "bercahaya" ! Wau... Hehehehe. Adey...Melalut pulak. Point aku kat sini, kalau guna ubat sebagai catalyst kita nak lega tu, bukankah lebih berkesan daripada biaq saja kena angin? Balut la luka tu dengan bandage. Disinfect luka tu ; guna la semua ubat farmasi bagi masa pi klinik. Kalau pi bomoh, ha amal la apa bomoh tu cakap ; kena tipu nasib la sapa suruh percaya. Tenggg~ Tak payah la pi hat jampi serapah nu. Ish. Tak ke syirik nanti. Silap haribulan kena ayat santau. Kot ada resepi tradisional nak ubat luka guna daun kesum ka kann... mungkin berkesan! Takmau daun kesum rebus daun ketum, lagi ummph. Hehe.

Amaran : Follow at your own cause. and... 19 and above only. KIDS get out!

Daripada aku panjangkan merapu aku tu, kesimpulannya nak habaq, rawat la luka tu. Jangan biaq saja. Buat la apa pun. Cuba semua pendekatan. Dan langkah pertama, jangan tengok belakang dulu. Dah sembuh nanti boleh la nak gatai tengok. Make sure you're immune to everything. I did. Told myself I'm 100% sure I can even take a bullet through my brain. The determination. The mindgame. Win it and you win everything.

Jatuh banyak kali tak apa. Tapi jangan jatuh dekat tempat yang sama. Itu bodoh namanya.

----Gelak sikit. :)

Even pretending helped. How? I used to pretend that I'm over everything, but in the end I end up being who I pretended to be. An accomplishment, I say. It's psychology, and it weirds me how my mind works. I lie to myself everyday by endlessly chanting " I'm over it. I'm OK. I'm OK. " ...but after a while I discovered that I do feel OK. I AM OKAY! That's such a good lie and it helps. And now I'm not lying anymore. I really am okay.
Cool, right? Do it. Menang dengan diri sendiri dulu sebelum buat benda lain.

Walaupun aku merepek banyak kat sini but it doesnt mean I'm completely problem-free. Nononono~Aku pun ada problem sendiri jugak weh. Konon hebat bagi solution kat sini. Tapi biasa la, manusia semua ada cabaran dalam hidup masing-masing. Cuma aku ada la tak pass lagi beberapa ujian dari Tuhan. Betapa hipokritnya manusia yang tengah menaip ni. Oh sangat bersimpati dengan diri sendiri. Cuma nak kata aku ada inisiatif untuk terus ke depan. Langkah kecik-kecik pun nanti sampai. Lambat pun akan sampai. Time goes by, you know? Clockwise. Masa tak berjalan ke belakang. Jadi kita pun kena sama. Jalan dengan dia. Be in sync with time. Run as fast as you can if you're left behind. Just saying, aku pun masih di belakang masa. Jauh ditinggalkan tapi aku selalu ingatkan diri sendiri yang finishing line tu jauh lagi. Aku masih boleh pintas. Tak tahu bila nak tinggalkan dunia ni, tapi aku harap aku dah ada di depan masa bila waktu tu akan tiba nanti.
If God wills.

Ada pelangi lepas hujan. :)

by Yon Yusuff. Belakang ada banyak benda. Tapi jangan tengok belakang bila kita tak boleh ubah apa-apa. Sekali luka, sekali parut ada. Banyak kali luka, banyak parut ada.

Bila 6 tinggal 5.

December 26, 2010 § 2

Benda yang paling menyakitkan hati Yon Yusuff ; tali gitar putus.

I felt the urge to kill. BlackOps help me.
Not happy. Not happy at all. Food help me!

p/s : When time allows, I'll find a way to make you go through something you'll never forget. payback!
Now I totally understand this confusion ; "Kids think adults dont understand them, and adults think kids are stupid. " Being someone in between (old teenager) really helps a lot. Now I'm in the correct shoes. But my shoes stink! Because I dont have my guitar string! ()&(@^&@*%#*@(@#*@(_#*@^#&@^#%^@&$!!&()!&)(!&^&

No cursewords can define what the heck am I feeling right now.

by Yon Yusuff.
...

You Can Count on Me, Babes!~

December 25, 2010 § 0

this song is for my friends to those people I call "my friends".
and directly dedicated for my best buddies, you know who you are.

"You can count on me." ~Yon.

p/s : this girl is cute. :P she spelled shoulder, "sholder" . lol~

by Yon Yusuff.
in friendship mode.

Sleep.

December 24, 2010 § 0

Have you ever felt like this?
"It's like that moment when you first wake up but you're not really sure that you're awake yet."

I went through this like, EVERYTIME I woke up from my sleep.
Sleeping is my sweet escapism.
It's not like I feel brand new after I woke up, but I can be whatever I want when I sleep. With the courtesy of a pleasure called ; DREAMs. Sometimes I just dont want to wake up and just, being stuck in there.
Sounds like I'm somewhat a mindsick person or smth. (totally signs of a chronic psychopath).
My brain is damaged from excessive fangirling, excuse me.

Call me a genius. I totally can control what I want to dream of, if I ever intend to do that.
But I rarely do that, though. It's just that I love surprises. :)
On the contrary, I love coffee so much that it actually prevents me from dozing off. Why am I so bipolar over myself?Psh. Talk about being hypocrite. I like sleeping, but I like coffee too. Pathetic.
And hey, even a superhero needs to sleep. Tired of saving the world.

And would you do me a favor? Keep this in mind ; YON YUSUFF is eccentric,unique,idiot,random person.
Being my friend is a great choice, guys. I can at least help you colour your life if it's still in black and white. :P

by Yon Yusuff
i sleep like a log.

Pose Slumber Laptop Contest ; Perangkap Melin

December 22, 2010 § 2

Tu owner blog yg buat contest. Aku sekadar menunaikan tanggungjawab sebab Melin tag nama Yon Yusuff. Turutkan saja.

Caption ; Jadah apakah ini?

Tengah pelahap roti masa aku perasan kena tag. Aku letak dua buleh? Buleh la kan. Ikut suka aku la. At least webcam aku berfungsi la jugak. Karat tak guna lama-lama.

Dengan ini aku takmau tag sapa-sapa. Suka hati la.

by Yon Yusuff.

tengok CSI.bila nak bunuh orang ni?

the 'Ghost' of Kak Limah

December 18, 2010 § 6

Seperti yang kusangka...Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah memang menepati prediction aku. Aku sangat-sangatlah teruja nak tengok sebab ; aku nak tau apa yang Mamat Khalid nak perli lagi kali ni. Overall, pada pendapat aku, dia makin berani dalam filem ni. Sebab isu parlimen dengan politik pun dia jentik. Tak kata lagi pasai kes hubungan Indonesia-Malaysia dan peribadi sebenar negara jiran tu.
Anuar Ibrahim, Karpal Singh pun adaaaa...Hahaha. *Itu yang saya nampak saja. Bukan semestinya betul Mamat Khalid cuba buat begitu ye*

Sesungguhnya banyak sangat yang aku perasan dalam filem tu. Taktau la sama ada aku syok sorang ja kan. Aku suka cara didikan dia ni. Bagi aku pengajaran di samping bergelak ketawa. Penuh dengan isi pulak tu. Sapa cakap Mamat ni kaki merapu, aku setuju. Tapi merapu dia berilmu. Ni, renung ayat aku :

"Orang merapu akan faham orang merapu dan mereka yang tidak, perlu berusaha".

Aku takmau la bagi review macam buat sinopsis sebab aku tau ada yang tak tengok lagi. Boleh bagi cadangan suruh pi tengok ja la. Pi tengok! Tambah-tambah anak muda. Bukak minda sikit. Jangan gelak saja pulak. Tengok sekali tak cukup kalau tak betul-betul paham isi kandungan dia. Bagi aku, cerita macam ni tak kisah pun tengok banyak-banyak kali. Tak rugi duit. Umpama bayaq duit tuisyen la jugak. Dapat ilmu kalau tengok.

Masa pi tengok tu, perasan la jugak anak-anak muda dok beli tiket cerita "Aku Masih Dara" lakonan Ashraf Muslim , Farid Kamil, ex-gf Pierre dan seangkatan dengannya.(Aku tengok poster) . Pandangan pertama aku sekilas menyatakan ; cerita ni tak dapat attract aku langsung untuk tengok kat wayang. Beli CD pun takmau. Download ok. Setakat nak tengok saja-saja buleh la. Habih takdak pa nak buat. Sebab aku rasa cerita ni macam... err... takmau la kata lebih-lebih sebab aku tau ada orang suka tengok cerita macam tu. Tapi bukan aku.

"Aku Masih Dara" lebih kepada moral of the story saja. (Yang dapat aku agak hanya dari poster dan tagline). Orang cuma tengok sebab nak tengok saja. Ada jugak seketui dua budak pompuan yg angau kat Ashraf Muslim, mesti la pi tengok kan?Itulah...yang aku tak berapa nak boleh 'telan' filem sedemikian. Tengok sebab nak tengok orang yang dia suka. Aku nak tengok WATAK yang aku suka. JALAN CERITA yang aku suka. PENGAJARAN yang berguna. Tak buleh nak semboq sangat filem ni. Satgi orang kata aku berlagak macam terer. Biaq pi la aku merapu tang ni. Nak kena peringat ka? Ni blog aku wei. Tak mau baca, blah!
Sebab aku besa dah sekali tertipu tengok filem macam ni. Cis. Sebab tu la kena review gak dulu sebelum tengok.

Nah ambik. Dalam muzik video pun sempat dia letak 'something'. Sapa nampak, nampak la. Tak nampak...er...jangan dok bagi pening diri sendiri, maknanya tak dapat restu la tu untuk memahami. Hehehe. Mintak maap kurang asaman sikit.

Aku sarankan hangpa tengok. Highly recommended.
Warning : Semangat Ke"Perak"an amat hebat dalam ni.Hoho. Biasa la...macam Zombi Kampung Pisang dulu le. Teman, kome, ate, iye.

by Yon Yusuff.
che'nin. :)

Cheap Nirvana Happy Me

December 14, 2010 § 8

Just now I went shopping with my buddies.

Although the original plan was supposed to be TRIP TO PANTAI MERDEKA, but we have to cancel it because of the rain. Oh my rain, I do love you... but why did you fall endlessly today? Kinda spoil everything...But come to think of it, maybe there's something behind everything. (Hey..that rhymes!...*thing thing thing*) Anyway, think positive. :) and btw Pantai Merdeka is not that special, but I'm with my friends... so I thought it would be nice to spend some time with 'em. Aih...it's ok Yon. it's ok.

I bought this T-Shit. Hehe. Ups. T-SHIRT.
Nothing special much, but I think it's my taste. my preference. suka hati I laaa...biasa la taktik kedai "Beli satu harga RM19, you beli dua I bagi RM35." Ala amoi...nasib baik you comel.Hahahaha. Actually my friend were thinking of buying one, so then I volunteered to buy another one (kinda like we're sharing money to pay) because the designs are kinda ok~ ^____^ and i never had a nirvana tshirt before. cheap and I'm lovin' it!

And I bought a capo for myself. This thing is quite a lifesaver sometimes... It's red!! OK la...Although I've always targeted white-coloured accesories (hidden fetish) , but it happens to be red this time. Awal bukak tadi punya la keraih kiang! Ni la salah satu sebab aku tak suka benda baru...grrrr~
Tapi all in all..ok la. Shiok! *golek golek dalam bilik*

I was hoping they'll stay longer. I missed having a nice chat with my friends. T.T This is a necessary drop of imaginary tear. Hehe. Apa-apa pun terima kasih kawan-kawan.

*Mum cooked a lot for you guys! Aish...rugi balik awal. And sangat kerugian jugak tak tidoq sini ~ OH FOOD AWAITS! It ends up being a REWARD to pleasure me instead. Yeay...I'm left with a lot of food... Shikshin Yon Strikes Back. *

Hehehe.

by Yon Yusuff.
rain i dont like you today.

Hopeless Writer ; A Little About Love

December 13, 2010 § 0

Whoever it is you fall in love with for the first time, not just love but be in love with, is the one who will always make you experience all sorts of feelings, the one you can't be logical about.

This is the way I'm learning a bit about life. From LOVE.

Falling in love is sweet.
Falling out of love is bittersweet.
Unrequited love tastes like peanut butter.
One-sided love is like stale bread. Stale bread and peanut butter will cause me stomachache later.
So I hate them.

Yes. This is a personal view. There are harsh feelings involved. Please be noted.
Love is simple yet we complicate everything.

p/s : No I'm not writing this because I'm in love. Psh. Then I MUST be hungry if I want to write about food? It MUST be raining outside if I'm writing about umbrella? ... :) .
I'll just write whatever I want to. Not because I'm in a certain status or what. Or I've been there at some point. Yeah it's just my personal outburst of something. And...yeah I was in love, before. Come on, I'm already 19. What do you expect? Heck, I think I am still in love anyway. XD Not my top priority right now. So...literally I'm not actually "in love", but I do have someone in mind while writing about this.

by Yon Yusuff.
hopeless romantic. hahaha. jk~

The Song is on Replay.

December 11, 2010 § 6

Most of the kids my age never heard of The Smiths. Or they did.

They just dont know that it was The Smiths' music playing on the background. I knew the band from local music store. Browsed their songs... and downloaded them from lagging Internet a couple of years ago. The songs were left to rust in my computer for I rarely listens to them nowadays (Blame my unorganized music folders).

I included this song because it is my favourite.

And a lot of people make covers from it. Like Muse. :) How convenient. Love 'em.

Oh and for the record, they also played the theme song for Charmed.

Remember that series? EPIC. Hahaha.

OK off now. Just sharing.

Good times for a change
see, the luck I've had
can make a good man
turn bad

So please please please
let me, let me, let me
let me get what I want
this time

Haven't had a dream in a long time
see, the life I've had
can make a good man bad

So for once in my life
let me get what I want
Lord knows it would be the first time
Lord knows it would be the first time

by Yon Yusuff.

i wish i can give you a bouquet of those.

I Like Lilies.

December 02, 2010 § 0

I Like Lilies. ; innocence and purity. I dont like flowers that much..
but i do prefer lilies over roses. :)

it's when i was still SANE.

November 23, 2010 § 2

It amuses me..when I remind myself that I used to be someone who LOVEs music for the way it is.. ♥
Until today..only until THIS very day, I realized that I've strayed away too far from the real me.
It's unbelievable..I forgot how much I love punk rock. how crazy I am for jazz.
How acoustic songs became my favorite whistling tune..WHY must this happen? How ungrateful I am..
Heh. I used to be the person who clicked every link that goes with "music-jazz-acoustic-rock-cool" and listened to every music I can find and breathe through the beauty of the sound. The source - Myspace. and reverbnation..and yeah, Youtube and some other online streaming video/audio websites. Some artistes have their own website and music player..I guess...when I stepped into the whole Facebook-is-cool thingy..I forgot about my origins..where I used to stand tall and smiled obliviously..when I listen to music. When I can reflect back and cry because of listening to James Morrison's album tracks. Oh how I missed those days. Those days when I was not this ignorant person I am now. Physically, i'm still ME. But I've changed a lot on the inside. My taste ..and preferences are different now. I guess time had done its part of making a fool out of me.

It's weird. I never have fetishes for dancepop groups before. or funky songs..well I listen to almost everything, But not idolizing them nonchalantly! (like what's happening to me now..)
EXPLAIN HOW THE HECK DID SNSD WRECK MY MENTAL WELL-BEING?
I cant spare them this time. because they have a major role in this.
My personal aesthetic soul is slowly dissipating. HELP!

Jamie Cullum.James Morrison.Howie Day.Chet Baker.Bo.Gavin deGraw.Justin Nozuka.
All American Rejects.Dashboard Confessionals.Butterfingers.Jason Mraz.GreenDay. MCR.Disagree.JohnMayer.Seven.7CollarTShirt.Yuna.WaniArdy.FynnJamal.Kate Voegele

and more... damn it! there's more !
(they are the only people i could remember right now when writing this..)
more aspiring people to list down..but I cant remember..most of them..I'm really in the verge of tears now.
Tears of shame. Ashamed that I've forgotten my roots.

My guitar skills suck these days. plucking didnt bring the 'feel' anymore. it's just..not there. No .almost gone.
the passion is not enough...I need to find the old 'me' back. somehow I dont like what time has done to me.
and..JUST NOW I realized? ...I'm lucky it doesnt take forever to bring me back!
I'm not saying I'll stop ogling over SNSD or any other kpop music ambassadors (erk..watahel?eheh..mind my irrational choice of words..) I just want to bask in myself into the line of music I've long forgotten. That gave me the strength when I was down.. -- (the bengong-early teenage phase)

Ah..I should stop before the whole realization thing is starting to make me look like a retard.
:P ..it's refreshing to hear their songs again. :) it's hard to download these musics free..and it's even harder to find their albums. I just can stream online to listen to most of their songs..

eheh.I sound like.. pathetic. psshh~

Look at him.

I see so much magic in the picture. That passion was what moves me into liking music as a part of my life. Jamie Cullum was just an ordinary man. With extraordinary unique traits that differs him from others. He's forever my legend. He's my aspiration. I can smile when I listen because he showed me how to enjoy music. You can know..you can listen to his sincerity in singing. I dont care if others dont think that way. (Watahel?It's my opinion.Just fcuk off if you disagree) It's pure. Pure music.

Ahh...that's how much I love these kind of artists. They produce art with their whole.

And I realized that I'm much more ME the moment i decided to write this entry.

by Yon Yusuff.
breathing is easier.
i logged on to myspace earlier.and surprisingly, i cringed at the thought of abandoning it.
and i found music again.

Mi Kari for YOU.

November 22, 2010 § 0

right now buleh bagi ni je la. :)
bu yao nan guo!

to orang-orang yang berkenaan..you'll have your mi kari. I PROMISE.

i'm COOL. you?

§ 2

i'm cool because...
I like my own status.

i'm cool because..
i said so.

i'm cool because..
i have a secret tumblr+twitter acc.

i'm cool because..
nurul hayati hashim amir is also cool. (HAHA.Lol.)

i'm cool because..
i play guitar.

i'm cool because..
aku taktau malu.

i'm cool because..
i'm SNSD's fangirl~

i'm cool because..
im creating cool quotes.

i'm cool because..
I AM COOL.

i'm cool because..
i wear leather jacket

i'm cool because..
i wear toilet slippers even to the malls.

i'm cool because..
im a manga otaku.

i'm cool because..
i watch romantic movies.

i'm cool because..
i have pink boxers.

i'm cool because..
i hate barbie dolls.

i'm cool because..
i read Murakami's novels.

i'm cool because..
i like poetry & literature.

i'm cool because..
i could be the female Shakespeare.

i'm cool because..
i do things people dont do.

i'm cool because..
im not afraid of heights.

i'm cool because..
i can swim.

i'm cool because..
i write my own songs.

i'm cool because..
im a Malaysian.

i'm cool because..
my list of coolness will never come to an end.

i'm cool because..
i like beef.

i'm cool because..
i have strong biceps. (like..watahelll am i talking about. krr)

i'm cool because..
i can change tyres.

i'm cool because..
i still fantasize about ultraman.

i'm cool because..
im SINGLE.

i'm cool because..
i'm one of the earliest nerd who found out about facebook.

*list will be updated.hahaha~ when i realize more about my coolness.*

i'm cool because..
just because.

someone said to me, "Being cool, is not trying to be cool." ..
yeah i agree. but ..
as for me, it's simply "being cool is being cool."
hehe. ~ciao.

I Love You is such a good word.

November 15, 2010 § 6

Saranghaeyo ihanmadi cham johun mal
Uri shikku jago namyon
Jugo bannun mal
Saranghaeyo ihanmadi cham johun mal
Jeremy do guaehante jugo shipun mal
Imari johaso onjongil shini najiyo
Imari johaso onjongil ilmat najiyo
Imari johaso onjongil gasumi
Kongdak kongdak indeyo
Saranghaeyo ihanmadi cham johun mal
Nanun nanun ihanmadiga jongmal johayo
Sarang saranghaeyo ~

사랑해요이한마디 참좋은말
우리식구자고나면
주고반는말
사랑해요이한마디참좋은말
제르미도그애한테주고싶은말
이말이좋아서온종일신이나지요
이말이좋아서일맡나지요
이말이좋아서온종일가슴이
콩닥콩닥인데요
사랑해요이한마디참은말
나눈나눈이한마디가정말좋아요
사랑사랑해요

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I love you these words are good words
when our family goes to sleep
they say and recieve these words
I love you these words are good words
These words Jeremy wants to give to her too
I really Like these words and(so) am Happy all day
I really Like these words and(so) i'm joyful all day
I really Like these words and so my heart
Keeps on pounding
I love you these words are good words
I really like these words
I love, I love you :)

I'm not a fan of K-drama. And I only acknowledge their existence (e.g knowing the characters and the storyline) but I never really watch all episodes. But I love this song. ^___^
Dont you think love is such a good word?

Just like Jeremy, I have a song that I always sing when I'm not in a good condition.

I didnt actually listens to the song..I just rendered it and sing it whenever I felt the need to. It's how such simple words can move you. Lyrics are important, for me. (Extreme bias of song-lyrics. :P)
There are a lot of songs that I consider inspirational. Like SNSD's Into The New World. (And of course, gorgeous Tiffany. =.=) Ok to avoid playing favourites, I LOVE THEM ALL! hahaha.
And their "Himnae" is good too~
TO CONCLUDE, I can't start talking about them or I will be driven off the topic. --case closed--

Oh and personal choices : Give Me Some Sunshine from 3 Idiots OST. I have it on my MP3 all the time. (i downloaded it since forever!i just kept it a secret from my friends because it's a Hindi song.haha.and recently i keep it on the playlist and openly replaying the song over and over.) , It's My Life by Bon Jovi, Life is Wonderful by Jason Mraz (I like the song because it gets me thinking..the concept of how yin and yang reflects each other, plus how life is full of irony) , Famous Last Words by MCR, and Relax Take It Easy by Mika and of course a whole lot more. But I think that I can relate to those songs I've mentioned. The LYRICS of course. I also like No.1 by 2AM.^__^ Sarangsurowo (Loveable) by Kim Jong Gook. And ALL L'Arc En Ciel's song!!! Love em for sure! SUJU's Haengbok, No Other .

Although actually one SNSD song can cheer me up all day. HAHAHA~~
The magic of 9.
(mental note : uh..gotta stop mentioning them or someone'll puke at my blogpost)

Ish dah la. Nak pi makan.
I cant wait for HP7. Hehe.

by Yon Yusuff.
into the new world.hoho.sesuatu yg baru akan berlaku.*wink*

Kerajaan ; TOP SECRET

November 13, 2010 § 0

Government Intervention in the Market.
this is what I'm reading now. and trying to understand, not just membabi buta-ing hafal the whole sentence. (upsss..sorry for the word choice)

OK. it's basically how Government melibatkan diri dalam market.

no. 1 ! They use price controls. Menatang apakah? Translate buta-buta pun paham.
its "KAWAL HARGA". So, governments letak minimum and maximum price.

I'm going to babble about minimum price 1st.
So CLEAR UP YOUR(MY) MIND! (this is not healthy..im talking to myself again)

OK minimum price ni adalah "the lowest price permitted by law or authority". Meaning, actually minimum price ni adalah tinggi. Selalu konpiuskan student. Ish! Harga yg paling rendah producers boleh JUAL.
Terang lagi nyata, minimum price ni menyusahkan kita! SO,, UNFAIR TO CONSUMERS.
Mahai oi, rugi la kita. It's also called price floor. lantai lantai lantai~

Reasons pasepa government letak minimum price :

SATU . nak protect income farmers/producers. =.=
DUA . nak create surplus untuk future use. so that kalau ada shortage ada lagi stok yg available.
TIGA . prevent workers income from falling. ha elok..protect gaji depa.kita bayaq mahai.

Tiga-tiga ni adalah advantage. Not ours..but the producers and sellers.

And the DISADVANTAGES!Yeay. Ha ni kita,, --> pengguna.

SATU . unfair to consumers sebab we have to pay more than what we have paid before.
DUA . unfair to taxpayers sebab kerajaan guna hasil cukai (tax revenue) untuk beli surplus good tu bila shortage berlaku. SEKIAN terbalik terbalik jadi KESIAN.
TIGA . wastage of money & resources. goods ni tak boleh simpan lama sebab they are easily perishable. So government will have to destroy the goods. THIS IS CLEAR WASTAGE OF MONEY AND RESOURCES. ataupun depa akan export barang2 tu dengan harga yang murah. ha yang ni unfair untuk domestic consumers.

OK now for Maximum Price! or price ceiling. siling siling siling~
it is the "highest price that a seller can charge". Government set max price sebab nak elakkan market price sesuatu barang tu meningkat. Better definition, "preventing the market price of a good from increasing above a certain level". Usually during inflation.

Disadvantages :

Unfair kepada producers. Quantity of sold items decrease because they are forced to sell at a higher price. Barang mahal, tak ramai orang akan beli.
Producers will exploit consumers. the rise of BLACK MARKET. jejeng~ it's where the goods are sold at a price higher than the fixed maximum price since there are excess demand.

Advantages adalah lebih kepada consumers. Harga murah, hati gembira. And they have more choices to pick from.

--ok small topic closed. :P --

AGHhhh... michyeoso~ Actually aku boring+sakitmatabacaeco+malas takdak dahhhh~
JOM TIDOQ.

uh but before that aku nak suggest lagu untuk hangpa dengaq.

this had been my favourite since i was a little kid. a younger me..likes this kind of songs. and i still do. ^__^
it's only that the version i 1st heard was not a guy one. a woman..Edith Piaf, maybe?dont remember. basically this song is a request..to someone..the title itself speaks, "Ne Me Quite Pas" ..which means "If You Go Away". Although i originally think it suits "When You Go Away" better. If and When differs ya know~
(who am i to argue about this?uh..)

and listen to BEAST's new song! Beautiful is my fave. I was never a fangirl of BEAST but i appreciate their new album. nice improvements!~~
actually i dont really like em in the 1st place because they look like teenage-boys-not-taking-music-seriously . really, they give off that vibe on me! i have strong taste of music~ :P so im taking my time to actually accept them bit by bit.

SNSD is a different cause because i actually love THEM, the 9 girls themselves. and the songs of course. their voices are lovely to listen to. ^__^
enough spazzing.

BYEEE~
off to eat. :P its 1:01 pm and it's still breakfast for me. i live in different realm.

by Yon Yusuff.
susun mata.

HOOT is finally out! ^_______^

October 28, 2010 § 0

uh this is soo dang cool!
lucky this mv is out sooner. so i can spazz over it today and study for CTU tomorrow.
BWAHAHHAHAHAAAHAHAH!!!!!!!!
saya dok bergolek-golek dalam bilik seronok gaban tengok 9 orang perempuan ini dalam mv hoot~~~ada pulak Si Won....tuing3! bajet muka lelaki terhensem abad ini. keke~

uh seriously they are good in what they do.
jigemeun SNSD! yeongwonhi SNSD!
they shoot me right through my weak heart!hehehe.HOOT~

wait is there a hidden meaning behind this mv?
cause..i dunno, hm..just wait for other mv analysts to come up with theories.
because it does..seem a lil bit off at the ending. *shrugs*

but at the moment, dont spoil my mood yet!
hohohhohoo.

by Yon Yusuff.
suffering from lack of oxygen.snsd give me back my life.

Mistake ; My Best Friend.

October 27, 2010 § 0

this is "My Best Friend" full audio.i cant find cleaner version yet. but worth spazzing. ~
and "Mistake" is a ballad i really love.
it's written by Kwon Yuri too...go Kkab-spirit!
i was in cloud 9 (haha how ironic) when i heard Tiffany's voice.
this is exactly makes all 9 girls' vocal shine. Seriously even the main dancers are contributing to this. Beautiful, beautiful song.
and I'm proud because she wrote this herself. So...I'm happy for them.

*and because it's Jessica who starts singing in the beginning. Hehe. Smell something?*

the above statement is only understood by true SONE. OK?other readers dont strain yourself to think about that line. Kekeke~

and here's Wake Up.
the James Bond feel is totally rubbing on me. ^__^

hoho. bye~
i'm having my finals today ; BEL311.

Sedut Sedut ; HOOOOOOT!!!!

October 25, 2010 § 0

Copy the link and paste on your url box!

http://www.opendrive.com/files/7519387_Sklb3_a1df/SNSD%20-%20Hoot.mp3
---Download

http://www.opendrive.com/files/7519387_Sklb3/SNSD%20-%20Hoot.mp3
---Streaming link

THIS gives you eargasms. :P

Banji ; Tiffany Hwang

October 22, 2010 § 0

I was depressed from studying and preparing for my finals. Somehow listening to Tiffany's voice gave me strength to continue on. To hear such beautiful sound, is already a bliss. :)
This song kept my sanity when i was down and tired, stressed out from my life...
It somehow kept me going...
To Tiffany, for you are always with me in my heart... I thank you for giving me the reason to go on... :)
(go on rambling about Tiffany...bla bla, yada yada)

Oh and here's the lyric translation for the song.

Tiffany Hwang - Banji (Ring)

How sparkling it was
The beautiful day

When we made the promise of our love

I couldn’t breathe
Couldn’t say a word
At the ring you put on for me
Only tears were dropping

I was like the lonely star that lost its light in the dark
You’ve become my light

The promise with you that is engraved on my hand
Becomes the best flower
It will never change

My love
This moment is heaven
Happy tears keep flowing like a fool
Today, then tomorrow, even when time goes by
Forever you are the gem in me

I was like a flower that lost its scent, full of tears
You’ve become my scent

The promise with you that is sparkling on my hand
Becomes the eternal light
It will keep shining

My love
This moment is heaven
Happy tears keep flowing like a fool
Today, then tomorrow, even when time goes by
Forever you are the gem in me

Do you know?
You in my heart
Though I’m a fool that knows nothing but you
But there’s this one thing that my heart knows
That without you
I can’t become me
That without you
I can’t become me

Just The Way You Are ; cover by Boyce Avenue

§ 0

This is why I love Boyce Avenue. Their covers are JJANG!
I preferred this version better than the original one by Bruno Mars. :P

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

To all the girls out there. Enjoy the song! It's talking about YOU. ^^
I'm sure you're the straw to someone's iced tea. Hehe.

p/s : the chord is along C,Am,F and G .. (according to my voice) enjoy~the tab that Boyce Avenue provided is jjang too. ^^

Surat dari Peter Pan

October 21, 2010 § 2

Kepada : Yon, Yon-chan, Yonny, Yonnie, YY, Yeon, Yun, Yoon, Yone, Yon-kun.(^^)

"Daijoubu" ?
...
Peter Pan dalam surat ni pandai cakap Jepun. Dalam surat-surat dulu ada terselit perkataan macam "Baka-yaro","Yon-chan,Yuuki o dashite!","Kibou o motte!" .
Peter Pan ..tahu bahasa Jepun.

Peter Pan jadi cikgu kepada saya.
Dia selalu ingatkan saya..
Yon-chan,
Wasurete ikenai...
il dolce far niente, “the sweetness of doing nothing.”
....

Peter Pan memang pelik. Banyak bahasa dia guna kalau menulis.
Pernah tak dia terfikir..saya faham atau tidak?
Tapi sekarang saya sudah terbiasa..cari maksud perkataan yang dia guna.
Mungkin itu yang Peter Pan mahu saya lakukan. USAHA UNTUK ITU.

kembali pada maksud frasa Itali itu, ..
Peter Pan merungut ..Captain Hook dah tua.
Jadi dia kebosanan di Neverland.
Dia seronok Hook tak jadi pengacau lagi, tapi dia rindukan suasana gila itu.
Pada awalnya "kemanisan duduk saja" itu membahagiakan. Tapi..
dia KEBOSANAN.
Ya..Peter Pan bosan.

Saya tanya dia, " Tak guna pun beritahu saya semua tu, sebenarnya apa yang kamu nak saya lakukan? "
Dia jawab dalam surat seterusnya, "Budak bodoh, saya mahukan kamu mengganti Peter Pan."

..

Berkerut dahi saya baca surat itu.
Saya tak tahu apa nak balas kepada Peter Pan.
Jawapan saya adalah.. YADAK. gabungan dari YA dan TIDAK.
hmm..nanti dia kata saya banyak cengkadak pulak kan.
Peter Pan suka buat saya pening.

Belum sempat saya balas,
Peter Pan hantar sekeping lagi surat.

"Budak bodoh yang sangat bodoh, kenapa tak balas?Heh saya tahu kamu takut."dengan angkuhnya Peter Pan akhiri ayat dia dengan, "Kamu bodoh."
Peter Pan sejuta kali lebih bodoh!Tahu tak cakap bodoh 44X nanti jadi betul!

Sebenarnya saya dah tulis surat balasan untuk Peter Pan.
Tapi tak jadi nak hantar sebab dia cakap saya bodoh. .. betul-betul.serius.
Pada masa itu..saya benci dengan kebodohan kami berdua.

Masa berlalu sangat lambat. Jarum jam seperti tak bergerak dari tadi.
Angin bertiup. Berkibar-kibar langsir bilik saya macam bendera.
Malam itu, ada surat dari Peter Pan.

"Yon-chan,
Bila kamu jadi Peter Pan..kamu akan tahu,

- perasaan bila kamu boleh terbang dan tidur atas awan.
- kebahagiaan bila kamu tak akan jadi dewasa sampai bila-bila.
- bangga dapat jadi ketua kepada "the Lost Boys".
- seronok dapat buat Captain Hook marah.
- rimas bila Tinker Bell asyik ikut kita ke mana-mana.
- kamu boleh jadi kawan.. Wendy.

dan kamu boleh tinggal di Neverland sampai bila-bila! Jangan jadi budak bodoh.

Fikirlah. Kamu boleh jadi pengganti Peter Pan."

Tawaran Peter Pan tak menarik hati pun.
Saya tak kisah pasal terbang dan boleh makan awan macam makan gula kapas. Awan ada rasa ke, Peter Pan?Kamu suka bagi harapan palsu. Hm.
Saya tak mahu jadi budak-budak selamanya. Dewasa itu mengagumkan.
Saya tak mahu jadi ketua kepada the Lost Boys. Tanggungjawab itu membosankan.
Saya tak suka buat orang marah. Walaupun dia adalah Captain Hook.
Saya paling tak suka bila Tinker Bell melekat pada saya. Rimas.
Dan Wendy... saya ada banyak kawan lain kat sini.
Tidak setanding Wendy, tapi mereka kawan-kawan saya.

Peter Pan..maafkan saya.

Yon, Yon-chan, Yonny, Yonnie, YY, Yeon, Yun, Yoon, Yone, Yon-kun ambil keputusan untuk tidak jadi Peter Pan yang kedua.

Peter Pan tidak lagi datang melawat saya.
Surat terakhirnya,

" Yon-chan, kamu pilih apa yang kamu rasa betul. Saya hanya menawarkan impian kamu. Ingat lagi surat pertama kamu kepada Peter Pan? " I wished for a never-ending childhood. I want Peter Pan to be me. I want me to be Peter Pan. " Masa tu kamu cakap bahasa Inggeris. Saya faham semua bahasa. Kalau kamu tulis bahasa Melayu pun saya akan balas surat itu. Haha.Tapi..saya lega kamu tak terima untuk jadi Peter Pan lagi. Berkawan dengan saya...buat kamu rasa DEWASA, kan? *grins* sebab kamu budak-budak tapi otak kamu macam orang tua. *Ahaahahaha.Maafkan saya.Jangan terasa.* Dan saya tahu kamu tak mahu terbelenggu jadi kanak-kanak yang lemah dan tidak boleh menyuarakan isi hati kamu. Saya bangga kamu ingin jadi dewasa. Saya sudah disumpah menjadi begini selamanya, tapi hati saya ingin sekali untuk merasai nikmat menjadi seorang manusia yang ada usia. Jadi saya harap kamu dapat hidup dengan gembira..dan menggantikan saya menjalani kehidupan Peter Pan yang menjadi DEWASA. Persahabatan kita indah..betul?Saya akan ingat kamu sebagai adik saya. Adik Peter Pan."

Saya, Peter Pan. Dia pun Peter Pan.
Tapi kami dua Peter Pan yang berbeza.

Saya Peter Pan yang mahu dewasa.
Dia Peter Pan yang mahu jadi kanak-kanak sampai bila-bila.

..........................................................

I love how Peter Pan said, "To die would be an awfully big adventure. "

by Yon Yusuff.
gila.HOOT.

Yon Yusuff