the main culprit would be a mysterious-but-so-kawaii-ah-i-cant-even- >///< child who appeared right from the beginning to THE END.
around 4am.. ~le me closing my eyes.
i'll cut the story short. a 5 year old kid + ME. (how frightening it would be, i'm good with kids...right?...........er....) please do your maths and get the = from the x's and y's that i already gave to you. hey, i dont hate kids or anything. i have nephews and nieces, and hell i love them so much! but i'm not the kind of people that 'volunteered' to be a full-time caretaker. if you understand what i'm saying, so..uh..nvm. let's just say that i'm not really fond of BABYSITTING them, fulltime.
few hours is okay. days..hm..i'll survive. not more than that. :P
hmm..tho i remembered it all vaguely right now when i'm typing this but i did scribbled some important things on my notebook before getting up (to wash my face. YES PEOPLE, i'm not 100% hobo. i do clean myself once in a while, so mind your own business please. go play with your pet lizard or smth.teach it do somersaults,kay?)
my note says, (this is clearly edited. originally i just scribbled some crucial points)
DEAR YON, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED :
1. She claimed that her parents told her to find "Yon." They told her "She'll take care of you".. .which is a shock,cuz as far as you know, no contract of "CHILD CARETAKER-available at your service" had been signed,ever in your life. and heck, YON is not even your real name. it's bloody UNISEX! girl Yon or guy Yon?! that real "Yon" could be some douchebag out there drinking warm milk and enjoying life like shit never happens and smells like jasmine.
2. She barged in. OFFICIALLY making herself at home.
3. You gave up after a few attempts and went along with the 'idea' that she is somehow one of your friends' child. the problem is, you don't really know which one.
4. In your dream, you live by yourself in an apartment (le foreveralone me), working (job is not clear, it's a freakin messy dream), living a normal life of a normal 20smth person.
5. Soooo...skipping parts i dont remember...hmm...you took her to preschool, took her to the park, shopping, tucks her to sleep, and do everything the kid asks you to do. basically, she's your kryptonite, sucking the life out of you..slowly...in a good way of course. XD
6. You grew close to her.
7. You dont remember what happened, but suddenly a woman(was that the friend?) came into your house and slapped you in the face. wth was that for? I DUNNO. IT'S A CRAZY DREAM AFTER ALL.
8. And just like that, she's gone? they came. took her away. said sorry. they did mentioned why they left her with you (wow, so you are 'the' YON). HECK, I DONT REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID!
9. Poof. You woke up.
10. A part of you is relieved. another wish you stayed longer.
WHY MAKE ME LOVE THIS GIRL AND THEN TOOK HER AWAY? T^T
she's cute.i wish she's my daughter.
i'll sing her my favourite disney song "When You Wish Upon A Star" . *sobs harder*
BLAME THE DREAM THAT SHUCKS WITH PLOT.
GIMME A BETTER ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT EVEN REMEMBER HER FACE NOW!?? FAIL PLOT IS FAIL! ILLOGICAL!
hehehehe. ok enough. i think this dream is telling me to be more responsible in my life. since i'm such a hobo these days...maybe my subconscious is poking(wth?more like slicing it to pieces) my weak heart with such a warm and wonderful girl from a dream. she's just a character, but it woke me up. like, literally.
she is the metaphor of responsibility.
hey, it does felt surreal. like i really spent all those times with her.
maybe i should change for the better. be more responsible, loving, and caring toward others. i've been doing it silently and keeping it to only myself, so.. should i be more expressive?
but then, it would be very weird.
VERY.
ugh.
