Pressing the "Esc" key to Escape.

April 08, 2010 § 0


I'm not okay.
And I'm strumming my invisible guitar.Heh.
I remember this song.
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life.
Time is going back so much faster than I thought it will.
I'm feeling of letting everything go.
Or can I carry on?
I gotta love every single day as if tomorrow never comes.
Or must I click the "Esc" button?
Played along like nothing ever happened.
Start again.
From the very start.
Damn.It's complicated.




Verse: C
Do you ever like breaking down?
Am
Do you ever feel out of place?
C
Like somehow you just don't belong,
G
and no one understands you.
C
Do you ever wanna run away?
Am
Do you lock yourself in your room?
C
With the radio on turned up so loud,
G
and no one hears you screaming.

F
No you don't know what its like
Am
When nothing feels alright
F G
You don't know what its like to be like me...

Am F C G
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
Am F C G
To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around
Am F C G
To be on the edge of breaking down, when no one's there to save you
Dm
No you don't know what its like

F --------------C
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Am
Are you sick of being so left out?
C
Are you desperate to find something more,
G
before your life is over?
C
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Am
Are you sick of everyone around?
C
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
G
While deep inside your bleeding

F
No you don't know what its like
Am
When nothing feels alright
F G
You don't know what its like to be like me...

Am F C G
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
Am F C G
To be kicked when your down, to feel like you've been pushed around
Am F C G
To be on the edge of breaking down, when no ones there to save you
Dm
No you don't know what its like

F --------------C
Welcome to my life..

F
No one ever lies straight to your face
Am
And no one ever stabs you in the back
F
You might think I'm happy
C G
But I'm not gonna be okay
F
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Am
You never had to work it was always there
F G
You don't know what it's like what it's like..


Am F C G
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
Am F C G
To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around
Am F C G
To be on the edge of breaking down, when no ones there to save you
Dm F
No you don't know what its like, what its like
Am F C G
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
Am F C G
To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around
Am F C G
To be on the edge of breaking down, when no ones there to save you
Dm
No you don't know what its like

F ----------- C Am
Welcome to my life
C G
Welcome to my life
C
Welcome to my life..


I'm supporting myself.
Getting my monthly dosage of "MEDICINE".


by Yon Yusuff.
cut and paste myself into reality.

Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri

April 02, 2010 § 0


*Petikan dari Utusan Malaysia Online - Terkini*

Din Beramboi meninggal dunia
02/04/2010 1:50am


Allahyarham Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri atau lebih dikenali sebagai Din Beramboi

KUALA LUMPUR 2 April - Pelawak popular dan penyampai radio Era, Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri meninggal dunia di Hospital Selayang, lewat malam tadi.

Allahyarham yang dikenali sebagai Din Beramboi menghembuskan nafas terakhir di Unit Rawatan Rapi (ICU) pukul 12.30 malam.

Menurut adik Allahyarham, Rozana Mior Badri, semua ahli keluarga berada di sisi Allahyarham kecuali ayahnya yang tidak dapat hadir.

Katanya, Allahyarham meninggal dunia akibat demam denggi berdarah yang menyebabkan beberapa organ badannya gagal berfungsi.

‘‘Jenazah abang saya akan dikebumikan di Tanah Perkuburan Taman Ehsan, Kepong di sini sebelum solat Jumaat,’’ katanya ketika ditemui di hospital itu, malam ini.

- Utusan



Din Beramboi.
Seseorang yang aku hormati.
Kenapa orang-orang yang ada bakat istimewa macam ni selalu meninggal dunia awal?
Yasmin Ahmad.P.Ramlee.Michael Jackson.sekarang Din Beramboi.
mudanya..baru 40-an.
Tak sempat sampai Golden Age pun.

Aku nak tulis tribute pun tak ada mood..
Boleh aku tujukan lagu?



Estranged – Ketika Ini

November 10, 2009 | 1 Comments | Estranged

B
Sedih mulanya
E
Jikalau kamu tiada lagi di sisi
B
Wujud bezanya
E
Keadaan itu bertukar akhirnya
B
Sunyinya rasa
E
Yang sebenarnya di sini engkau tiada
B
Senangnya rasa
E
Mengingati masa dia ada bersama

F#m E B
Cerminkan aku ketika ini
F#m E F#m
Yang kaku setelah pecah

B E
Ketika ini kurasa kehilanganmu
F#m E
Ku mahu imbasi keadaan itu
B E
Ketika ini ku rasa kehilanganmu
F#m E
Ku mahu ingati keadaan itu

B F#m E
lagi
B F#m E
lagi
B F#m E
lagi

B
Senangkah engkau
E
Sekiranya tiada aku jelma
B
Kuatkah kamu
E
Kalau tiada menunjukkan arah
B
Berdirilah kau
E
Agar yang disebelah kamu bantu
B
Sedihnya rasa
E
Hatiku mengundang masa kau masih ada

F#m E B
Cerminkan aku ketika ini
F#m E F#m
Yang kaku setelah pecah

B E
Ketika ini kurasa kehilanganmu
F#m E
Ku mahu imbasi keadaan itu
B E
Ketika ini ku rasa kehilanganmu
F#m E
Ku mahu ingati keadaan itu

F#m E
Kelip terakhir
F#m E
Buat mataku
F#m E
Kita layari
F#m E
Cakerawalamu

F#m E
Hanya sunyi disisiku
F#m E
Sehingga kita bertemu
F#m E
Hanya suci ditanganku
F#m E
Hingga kita bertemu

B E
Ketika ini kurasa kehilanganmu
F#m E
Ku mahu imbasi keadaan itu
B E
Ketika ini ku rasa kehilanganmu
F#m E
Ku mahu ingati keadaan itu

VERSION 2 (STANDARD GUITAR TUNING) easy to play

A
Sedih mulanya
D
Jikalau kamu tiada lagi di sisi
A
Wujud bezanya
D
Keadaan itu bertukar akhirnya
A
Sunyinya rasa
D
Yang sebenarnya di sini engkau tiada
A
Senangnya rasa
D
Mengingati masa dia ada bersama

F#m D A
Cerminkan aku ketika ini
G D E
Yang kaku setelah pecah

A B7
Ketika ini kurasa kehilanganmu
E D7
Ku mahu imbasi keadaan itu
A B7
Ketika ini ku rasa kehilanganmu
E D7
Ku mahu ingati keadaan itu

F C G D7 F C G
lagi…lagi

A
Senangkah engkau
D
Sekiranya tiada aku jelma
A
Kuatkah kamu
D
Kalau tiada menunjukkan arah
A
Berdirilah kau
D
Agar yang disebelah kamu bantu
A
Sedihnya rasa
D
Hatiku mengundang masa kau masih ada

F#m D A
Cerminkan aku ketika ini
G D E
Yang kaku setelah pecah

A B7
Ketika ini kurasa kehilanganmu
E D7
Ku mahu imbasi keadaan itu
A B7
Ketika ini ku rasa kehilanganmu
E D7
Ku mahu ingati keadaan itu

A G
Kelip terakhir
A G
Buat mataku
A G
Kita layari
A G
Cakerawalamu

F G F G

F G
Hanya sunyi disisiku
F G
Sehingga kita bertemu
F G
Hanya suci ditanganku
A G
Hingga kita bertemu

A B7
Ketika ini kurasa kehilanganmu
E D7
Ku mahu imbasi keadaan itu
A B7
Ketika ini ku rasa kehilanganmu
E D7
Ku mahu ingati keadaan itu

F G
lagi…


*I'll post my video playing this song in tribute for him soon.After my finals.I promise*



by Yon Yusuff.
he will be missed.

The Break-Up.

March 28, 2010 § 0

Perpisahan tak pernah seperit ini.
- Yon Yusuff.



Gagah.Gagahkan juga.

Aku tak faham.Not at all.
Kenapa pisahkan kami?
KAMI SAHAJA!
Dalam lima group tu kenapa group kami?
Kenapa bukan kelas A, kelas B, kelas C, kelas D?
Kenapa mesti kelas E?
(DCS Classes are assigned based on initial name vowels last semester.)

Dua semester..tak cukup.Tak.Tak cukup.
TAK CUKUP.dan TAK PERNAH AKAN CUKUP sampai detik helaan dan hembusan nafas terAKHIR kami masing-masing.

Memang.
Memang pun macam dia kata :

"Kelas je bubar..boleh jumpak lagi an.satu kampus je.rilek ar bro."

-thanks for your concern.a certain someone said this.

Woi...
Hoi!!!!!!!!!!

Hang tengah cakap pasai "hak" kami sebagai satu kelas tau ak?Maruah setiap ahli kelas tu.Hati dan perasaan kami.Put yourselves in our position.!FEELS LIKE we're on the road to he*l.

We're not even given the chance to CHOOSE..
We're 19 years old for God's sake!
At least we knew to differentiate what's wrong and what's right.
We knew what's the best for us.
We knew all along that one thing is for sure we must STICK TOGETHER.
You don't know how troublesome it is to switch classes like this.

And we're not even informed earlier about this random picked list?
Basically we're assigned to separate classes.AWAY from each other.
I'm not judging anyone or accusing of anything, but where's the justice?
It feels like we're being played around like puppets.
We're not robots, not toys, not YOURS to manipulate.
Please..at least ask our opinion or explained it to us.
TALK TO US.Please..

Right now..
21 delicate hearts are broken.
Still..no one asks us how we manage to stay composed.

How do you expect us to react?
Buat mogok, is it?Is that what everybody wants?
Or is that what everybody thinks we are?
Some ruthless kids who knows nothing?
Do we have a "DANGER" label on our forehead?

Do we have caution reminder such as : Warning!This kid is bad.Stay away?

We're humans.
Shouldn't we feel hurt about this?

I would be lying if I said I'm OK with this.
That this is just a normal thing in university.
It's easier said than done.
It didn't happen to you, so you can comment anything about it.
But us?
We're the one who have to dealt with this pain.
We're the one who have to force ourselves to stand up for ourselves.
We're the one who have to withstand this feeling of hurt, pain, and suffer.

Why ?
My fellow classmates..
They were a part of myself.
A part of the whole story of my life.
Why must it'd be ruined?
Why can't I get the answer?
Why can't I?



*Don't treat us like shadows.*





Should we go our separate ways?
Yeah I know we're still in the same campus.
Same campus..heh.
But it'll never be the same.
Sometimes "changes" are meant to be hated.
Leave?Why?
Breakup?Why?

Even if we're dragged on the ground.
I'll make sure our footprint will leave a mark in history.
A remembrance.
A step that I'm forced to be taken.
I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THIS.
The worst thing ever happened.
The most heartbreaking.

Why?
Because I love my friends.
I love them.
See?It's as simple as that.
I wasn't forced to say that.I was given the choice to love them.These people around me..They are wonderful.I've found them.Why am I feeling like this?I'm not usually attached to people..But with them, I am.


Kawan-kawan.Berjuang untuk diri sendiri.
Bangun.





by Yon Yusuff.
my mind is filled with empty void.
i'm clinging to myself and what I believe.
God. I do believe You are with me.

Run Devil Run...Run Yon Run~

March 18, 2010 § 8



OMG.Black SNSD is H.O.T!

Whatever side stories of this new concept or song, I LOVE THEM.
YEAH!



Haha.Be careful of hand gestures.DCS 2E 's should know this. XD~


by Yon Yusuff.
immediate update of Soshi.

Everyday is a Day

March 16, 2010 § 0

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.
Yesterday, yesterday yesterday.
Today, today, today.
Someday, someday, someday.
Sunday, Sunday, Sunday.
Monday, Monday, Monday.
Tuesday, Tuesday, Tuesday.
Wednesday, Wednesday, Wednesday.
Thursday, Thusday, Thursday.
Friday, Friday, Friday.
Saturday, Saturday, Saturday.

Everyday..is just a day.
I always said there'll be another great day to come after today.
So..guys.
Get your balled fists high up in the air and scream for the future awaiting.

Cleaning Out My Closet

March 12, 2010 § 5

Letting go is not an easy task
when smiling feels like
I must wear this lonely mask
It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide
that there's anguish at the thought
that we should have to part

If loving you is all that means to me
when being happy is all I hope you'd be
then loving you must mean
I REALLY HAVE TO
SET YOU FREE



//This has nothing to do with me or my condition.OK?Just sharing.

Wash your body?Wash your hands too.. LOL~

§ 0





The video describes all.Hahahaha~
Funny and brilliant art!

I'm stressed out but again,.. watching this really helps me out.Haha.
Maybe I should stream those old Team MBB videos also..hmmm..... ^^
I used to watch them.Ohh..happy moments.

Yesterday I had BEL 260 mid sem test.
The reading part (the article part where you have to read and answer questions based on the article) ; is babbling something about A(H1N1) virus.Ironically I found this funny vid today.Hahahahh..
My life seems to be revolving around H1N1 these two days...^^




So..dinner this Saturday.
Hmm...I'm anticipating the outcome of our class' performance.I can't wait to woo the audiences with our funny moves.Hahaa~
GUYS, DO THE BEST YOU CAN!GO!GO!GO!
*makes a silent prayer*


Random thoughts :

Hmm..
It's just a click away but I'm hesitating.
It's now or never but it's taking me forever to make a decision.
LIFE IS TOUGH.




by Yon Yusuff.
observing the wall.