the things,words,actions ; i wished i'd done it sooner.
July 03, 2011 § 0
I DID NOTHING.
I FAILED HER.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, I FAILED MYSELF AS A COMPANION.
When she had Anorexia, I ..
did nothing.
And you cant imagine how much I despised myself all these times thinking that it might turns out to be different if I actually said something.
My suspections is enough. I knew her that well.
Any idiot would know she had issues with just a single glance.
I teared up whenever her image runs into my mind. I still remembered her beautiful smile, and how I never failed to notice her blush when I teased her with my fail jokes. Oh how I missed that girl.
But she rarely smile now. Even if she did, it was obviously a fake one.
I'm tired.
Tired of pretending that I'm oblivious of her condition.
Praying that one day, she will return by my side as the girl I knew from before.
What's this?
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